so near..yet so far~~~

2ml i will be attending a scholarship interview at University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus..

yea..sounds interesting as the fees there are VERY EXPANSIVE..><

and.......the course i be enrolled in with the scholarship is....

PHARMACY!!!!!!!!!!

my dream job......

i say to myself..i finally able to study the course i want...

and become a pharmacist...

HOWEVER....

in reality...i made a blunder......

haizzzzzzz.........

the course offered is 'BSc (Hons) Pharmaceutical & Health Sciences'......

why is it a blunder so..?

its because....

THIS COURSE IS NOT PHARMACY..

I CANT PRESCRIBE ANY DRUGS EVEN AFTER I FINISHED THE COURSE....

WTH!!!!!!

that means...i had been living in a dream for so many dayz...

day by day i worried bout my interview..

and this is wat i get...

ANOTHER BLUNDER..haiz...

so conclusion............

i still may not get pharmacy course....HAIZ~~~

so disappointed...T>T

重新出发~

24/4/2011~

重新出发~

BANG!!!!!!!!!

scared the hell outta me..

really..no joke..

now my hands still trembling....

really cant believe i am still living after the car crash..

hell yea..terrified me totally...

thank god..all my friends and I in the car is safe...

haiz...

only thing is..

my car and my courage...both of them scattered upon the crash..

really gt no idea how come i could be that dumb at that point..

should have go the wrong way..at least i wouldn't bang my car into the divider....

I had risked my buddies life..

really felt vr sorry for dragging them into this mess and are extremely grateful to them who had spend time to help me get through this moment..

ah lai: thx..thx for the support..sorry made u strave for so long time.

seong yee: really vr sorry, i think i hurt ur arm dy..vr vr vr vr vr vr vr vr sry.....

kia hui: thx for keeping my brain calm to think...

ah lai + seong yee+ kia hui : really thx for everything...i am totally panic that time and couldn't think rationally..really thanks a lot buddies...thx thx thx.....

I'M BACK!!!!!!!

"I'm coming home

I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming "

>>>coming home-diddy

yea..i came back..

I'm BACK!!!!!!

yesterday baru kena boom that my blog aldy karat..

well..i did think so too..LOL~

these dayz are boring n tiring dayz with work..

now punya me..super hardworking..1 week work 7 dayz..

like robot..LOL~

but 1 thing din change..

originally wanna come back here to post happy stuff de..

but these few dayz just gt sad cases..haiz..

hari ini de paling sad..

just wanna tell u guyz...

my 1st and primary choice is to get pharmacy at USM..

a dream which was set way long ago since i am studying form 5...

BUT!!!

then...

when i check did i being shortlisted for interview.............

Dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa nama anda TIADA dalam senarai pendek temuduga,

Universiti Sains Malaysia.

Maklumat lanjut hubungi : 1 300 888 876

Sekian, terima kasih.

BOOM!!!!!!!

dream gone......

apa pun sudah tak ada...

T.T

i'm back~!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-ImCpNqbJw