Saturday, May 8, 2010

mother's day EVE~

hi fellow readers~

2ml is mother's day..
so how r u going to celebrate with ur mom..?
decided to do anything together..?
or
decided to give any presents..?
OR...
U HAVE FORGOTTEN BOUT MOTHER'S DAY..?
>.<" hope u guyz will have a merry mother's day with ur family~ as 4 me.. i went to buy a special mother's day present for my mom..
mayb it aint too special 4 u guyz..
but for me n my mom..
it is a special gift..

i bought facial mask for my mom...
why is it so special..?
it is cz...my mom is so busy everyday..
she din have the chance to use mask even once..
pity rite..?

some photos of the present....


the box (container) of the masks...



the 5 masks...
(due to financial problem..juz manage to buy 5..@.@'')



HOPE SHE WILL LIKE THE PRESENT~

n...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
for all mothers in the universe..^^

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

insomnia again... (=______=)

yea..suffering another insomnia night again..
so take the opportunity to update my blog~

pitiful life.....
haiz..
pity till that i nid insomnia nights to update my blog~
haiz..~


finally got the chance to tell u guyz bout my MUET...
haiz..
really dun wan to mention much bout this...
in short...i learned a new lesson...

[over-confidence] = [sucks in performance]

for writing n reading i still have partial confidence that i did ok..
but when it comes to listening..
which i tot i wil do the best..
i cant perform..
because of tat BASTARD indian guy [i guess his race base on his sound]......
act cute n read his stuff like a band 1 student..WTH!!!!
@£"$"^%&:!!

after tat exam felt so moody...
so decided to do well in my speaking..
trained with my team for last few dayz..
sumore planned a game-plan to do the group discussion...

BUT~


everything juz seems doesn't go well as planned..

feel regretted for letting my guard down..haiz..

originally i HOPED for a band6..
but now...
a BAND 5 is good enough...haiz..+.=ll

emo-ing now again~~

Thursday, April 22, 2010

MUET!!!!

countdown to MUET~
10days...
9 days....
8 days....

WAIT!!!
where do u have so many dayz more?!!


MUET
writing + reading + listening
wild be held on 24th april..


n 2day is.............
22nd april..!!!
WTH!!!
2 more dayz
damn...

i stil have problem with my writing~
can u guyz imagine?
for 1st time in my life..
i m able to get 4 consecutive essays with my LANGUAGE mark MORE than my TASK FULLFILLMENTmark!!!!
haiz..

then for my reading..
got a problem with it also..
always FAILED to concentrate throughout the paper because of those F****** long passages..
just make me feel SLEEPY n turn my mind into INACTIVE MODE~~zzzzzzzZZzzz

n just for extra information...
reading + writing consist of 210 marks out of total 300 marks..!!#


nothing else can do other than GET INTO EXAM HALL N BANG THE EXAM ALL THE WAY~~

good luck to me..(~.~)ll

Monday, April 12, 2010

a post after pause~

loooooooonng time din update my blog!

hectic life..
hope u guyz my readers tolerate~
haha..

every f6 have an exam soon..

MUET EXAM..

actually no big deal..
but for those who want to choose for university or go overseas..
MUET is a big deal~
anything less than a band 5, then ur MUET results is considered less outstanding~
haiz..

tats y..

I CAN FEEL THE PRESSURE~


I want Band 6
I want Band 6
I want Band 6
I want Band 6
I want Band 6

Band 6
Band 6
Band 6
Band 6
Band 6

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Nose4news editor Hassan Skodeng says sorry for sounding real

Nose4news editor Hassan Skodeng says sorry for sounding real

KUALA LUMPUR — The editor of Nose4News has apologised to TNB president and CEO, Dato’ Sri Che Khalib Mohd Noh, the staff and stakeholders of Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB), along with Nose4News readers and Malaysians in general for making his fake news sound too real.

In a statement read by his lawyer cum occasional punching bag, Leman Keding, Hassan said that he was sorry to have caused such ruckus, and that he didn’t mean to make anyone believe his extraordinarily stinky crap.

“I have been rather naughty, I have to admit,” said Hassan. “In coming up with this rotten piece of doo-doo, I had probably used too many realistic elements, and not concocting enough bullshit to keep the fake news sound fake-ish. Perhaps I should have referred to the TNB president and CEO by his actual alien name, Klathoxx-513, instead of the name he uses on Earth and one he is most known by.

“I formally apologise to Che Khalib, his staff and their family members for this irresponsible writing. TNB is a fine organisation, and every member of TNB works selflessly to keep the nation supplied with electricity.

“To all Malaysians, I also apologise for sounding like I was telling the truth. I wish to clarify that TNB is NOT suing the World Wildlife Foundation (WWF), or anyone, for that matter, for organising the Earth Hour. In fact, TNB fully supports the Earth Hour global project, and any effort to conserve energy.”

Hassan also implores all Nose4news readers to stop believing his lies, no matter how true they sound.

“Apparently all the warnings I placed all over Nose4News that everything on this site is pure fiction, true lies, pure horsecrap and has nothing to do with anybody alive, dead, undead and unalive, are not sufficient to keep everyone disbelieving my bullshit. For that, I am truly sorry.

“I also would like to take this opportunity to further clarify on my previous writings,” continued Hassan regretfully.

“Sabah and Sarawak will NOT be relocated to the peninsular at a cost of RM850 trillion. The world does not have that kind of money.

“Bill Gates did NOT patent the word ‘Fuck’, so everyone may continue using the term without fear of being billed by Microsoft.

“Ultraman did NOT kill an endangered giant crocodile. As far as I know, Ultraman has not killed any benevolent creature, by accident or on purpose. He is a responsible and caring gigantic superhero. Love him to bits.

“Malaysia did NOT enlist Voltron or any other giant robot to help tackle the economic crisis, and the country is also NOT planning to triple the Scenic Bridge.

“And lastly, Asia’s Biggest Loser champion David Gurnani has NOT lost all his weight. Mr Gurnani is still very much not weightless, even if he looks like he is.

“As you can see above, my lies sound very credible. It’s almost like I work at CNN or something. I’m such a bastard.”

Hassan promises to not sound too real in his future articles, and will include bolder and clearer warnings so that his fictional creations will no longer be believed by anyone with a reasonable amount of sensibility and even half-an-ounce of intelligence.

“Again, I’m sorry. I swear, on the name of my mother’s cousin’s uncle-twice-removed, the next time I write, I’ll make it obvious that I’m only bullshitting. And that, is the truth. Really.”


SO~

the previos post is another crappish stuff written by hassan..
LOL~
nothing else to say..juz want to clarify that i m another partial victim of his jokes..
= =ll


*begging for forgivness* sorry for updating a fake news..LOL~

Friday, March 26, 2010

TNB to sue WWF over Earth Hour

KUALA LUMPUR — Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB), Malaysia’s premier energy provider today announced that they were taking legal action against the World Wildlife Foundation (WWF) for organising the Earth Hour, a global movement that makes a stand against climate change by turning off all non-essential lights and electrical equipment for an hour every year.

In a Press conference, TNB president and CEO Dato’ Sri Che Khalib Mohd Noh said that the annual worldwide symbolic gesture, which this year would be observed this Saturday at 8.30pm, is nothing more than an ‘arrogant and thoughtless viral movement’ aimed to hurt power companies such as TNB.

“Obviously these green-minded fellows think they’re really cute, organising such an irresponsible campaign,” said Che Khalib angrily. “They say ‘turn off your lights for an hour’ and people do. I bet that really makes them feel all powerful.

“What these western colonialists fail to grasp is how such drastic action affects the poor companies like us. One hour of unused electricity means an hour of wastage for TNB. Did you know that last year’s Earth Hour costed us millions in unrealised revenue?” asked Che Khalib, seething.

“How do you think that affected our production? We couldn’t exactly turn off our power plants just because a large number of Malaysians turn off their lights at the same time. So imagine all that wasted energy.

“This year, we expect even more people to fall for this global con-job,” added Che Khalib. “So there’ll be more lights turned off. KL alone would be engulfed in darkness. Yes, sure, it may seem fun to some, running around in complete darkness. But that also means TNB would get less money. Tell me, what am I supposed to say to the kids of this electrical technician when we can’t give bonus this year?” asked Che Khalib, as he pointed to a TNB staff manning the lights for the Press conference.

He added, “In light of such inconsiderate actions by these tree huggers, TNB has no choice but to take legal action against the Earth Hour organisers, WWF. We’ll wait for our accountants to come back with the loss figure after this year’s Earth Hour, and we plan to sue them for that same amount. We may even add a hundred million ringgit or so, to teach them a lesson.”

Che Khalib also reminded Malaysians to ignore the Earth Hour, calling it a ‘cultural invasion, a concerted assault by extreme liberal forces aimed to destabilise poorer nations’.

“We are Malaysians, and we should be proud of our lights. Every night we should go out and see the beautiful sparkling lights in our city skylines. Don’t be ashamed of the lights,” said Che Khalib, as he unveiled a set of pictures showing the Petronas Twin Towers and the surrounding buildings consequently going dark during last year’s Earth Hour.

DARK TIMES: KLCC buildings going dark last year

“See this? See how ugly, gloomy and dark the last picture is? God knows how many people tripped over things and hurt themselves in the complete darkness, not to mention the number of bad people going around doing naughty things, knowing the authorities could not see them.

“Let’s reverse the order of these pictures this year, and fight for the rights to our lights,” continued Che Khalib. “Let’s unite as 1Malaysia, and tell these green terrorists that we will not go dark! We will not switch off! Let’s tell them that we love our lights!

“POWERRR… EXTREME!” he screamed, as powerful clusters of foglamps flooded the conference room with ultra-bright and hot light, temporarily blinding everyone present, and signalling the end of the Press conference.


-http://nose4news.wordpress.com/2010/03/25/tnb-to-sue-wwf-over-earth-hour/-



MY OPINION~

sad~just sad~

How come such embarassment will happen?

Should we quote TNB as selfish?

What ever spoken by this so-called CEO in front of the MEDIA is absolutely DISASTER to all malaysians..

Don't this CEO (asume he is a malaysian)..know what about globalisation?
Nowadays, even international level business corporations also start to design their product to be more ENVIRONMENT FRIENDLY~


Yet .........
this pathetic CEO talk about 'how such drastic action affects the poor companies INCOME'
(NOTE: are you, as a CEO, quoting your company as a poor company?)

if this ain't 'SELFISH'..

i have no any more appropriate vocabulary to describe this action~

PATHETIC!!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

这次考试的挫折……会是我明年stpm拿到好成绩的推动力!!

这次考试的挫折……会是我明年stpm拿到好成绩的推动力!

真的吓惨了....
这次的考试差到没话说……
真的深深受到打击……

先大概带过我的成绩……


mathematics-66
chemistry-42
biology-68
Pengajian Am-69
MUET-71

真的超厉害...
总分=316
总平均=63.2

@.@ll

4.0……?
开什么玩笑??
连来个小考都考到酱的垃圾出来了哦……=.=ll



最高分的muet...我尽然连‘阿公’都赢不了?

一向为傲的数学...我既然输给欣洁8分

一向成绩没那么标清的欣洁....总分比我多10+分


这样的成绩..申请什么奖学金??
或许能安慰自己这只是个小考...
可是事实摆在眼前..要骗自己,不如面对现实?

科泓~

是时候勤劳了咯....

别有在拿成绩那天后悔当初没好好用工了~~


真的要当作是教训......好好读书了~

Sunday, March 21, 2010

这些话好帅,经典得让人心痛

1.对自己好点,因为一辈子不长;对身边的人好点,因为
下辈子不一定能够遇见!
2.对不起是一种真诚,没关系是一种风度。如果你付出了真诚,却得不到风度,那只能说明对方的无知与粗俗!
3. 如果你知道去哪﹐全世界都會為你讓路。
4.我喜欢你,很久了,等你,也很久了, 现在,我要离开,比很久很久还要久......
5. 纯,属虚构 。乱,是佳人。
6.一个人只有一个心脏,却有两个心房。一个住着快乐;一个住着悲伤。不要笑得太大声,不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。
7.世界上最远的距离 不是树与树的距离 而是同根生长的树枝 却无法在风中相依
8.苹果最光辉的一刻就是砸在牛顿头上!
9.爱情使人忘记时间,时间也使人忘记爱情。
10.分手就是不爱了,那些冠冕堂皇的理由,不是想让对方好过,而是想让自己好过点!
11. 生活累,一小半源于生存,一小半源于攀比。
12.不要让太多昨天占据你的今天!
13. 如果说美貌是推荐信,那么善良就是信用卡!
14. 不吃饭的女人这世上也许还有好几个,不吃醋的女人却连一个也没有。
15.失去的东西,其实从来未曾真正地属于你,也不必惋惜。
16. 无论多豪华的婚礼都不代表幸福婚姻,两个人终生相处和睦与否和筵开几席、多少首饰全无关联。
17.如花美眷,也敌不过似水流年
18. 广告就是告诉别人,钱还可以这么花
19.小三,除法中的余数而已
20.人生的大部分时间里,承诺同义词是束缚,奈何我们向往束缚。
21.力的作用是相互的,除了爱情的力量。
22. 许多人在重组自己的偏见时,还以为自己是在思考。
23.生活中有太多无可奈何的选择。社会就像江湖,总是让人身不由己,言不由衷。
24.我们都是远视眼,模糊了离我们最近的幸福。
25.原来那么爱我的你和那么爱你的我都停滞在曾经的时候,爱情就结束了.
26.你若先走了,转身时就不要怪我也在背对着你
27.只要你的脚还在地面上,就别把自己看得太轻;只要你还生活在地球上,就别把自己看得太大。
28. 如果你要考验我的耐心,请先把你的耐心准备好。
29. 每个人都是单数...来时是...去时也是.....
30.在我们的爱情里,我一直扮演爱你的角色,分手时别问我为什么分手,问问你自己。
31.人生---下课啦..放学啦..放假啦..毕业啦..混够啦..老啦..后悔啦..死啦...
32.不能在一起就不能在一起吧,其实一辈子也没那么长...
33.古时候就有外星人的记载,因为丈二和尚摸不着头脑
34.一个人身边的位置只有那麽多,你能给的也只有那麽多,在这个狭小的圈子里,有些人要进来,就有一些人不得不离开
35.很多人,因为寂寞而错爱了一人,但更多的人,因为错爱一人,而寂寞一生
36.你可知 上天是不公平的 你可以選擇 愛我 或者 不愛我 而我卻只能選擇 愛你 或者 更愛你
37.人人都觉得永远会很远 其实它可能短暂得你都看不见
38.妈妈说人最好不要错过两样东西,最后一班回家的车和一个深爱你的人 。
38.时间仍在,是我们在飞逝。
39.我允许你走进我的世界,但不许你在我的世界里走来走去..
40. 我爱你时,你才那么闪耀,我不爱你时,你什么都不是

-http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=feed&story_fbid=104139759617283&id=558846977&ref=mf#!/note.php?note_id=312757004208&id=100000577464976&ref=mf-

假期的结束=战争的开始?

假期的结束 = 战争的开始 ?


这句话好象说了很多次..
可是都没几次是真正的去准备[战争]..
哈哈..

读者们…别想那么多…
战争 a.k.a stpm考…^^

这一星期来的假期..好像什么都没做到..
嗯..

有啦..
学会开心的浪费时间~
= =ll

没什么动到书……
还骗自己是在解压~
一下咯我..
哈哈..

这个假期..
七天..
168个小时..
用最多时间就是用来睡觉..
用第二多就是用来
对电脑..
用最少时间的就是来读书..=.=ll
多一点数学基因的我就会说...
读书的时间乘4 ( x4 ) 都不够我补习的时间..@.@ll

可是没关系啦~


人生就是要过得开心~
开心也是一天~烦恼也时一天~
为什么不开心地度过?

哈哈~
又秀了一段阿Q的精神..
哈哈~


好了啦~
是时候换换生活方式了..
是时候积极了..
是时候认证读书了!!

明天要派月考的成绩了..
应该会蛮烂的~

希望那成绩能激怒发奋图强吧~
哈哈..

Friday, March 12, 2010

exam finishED

hell yea~
my exam finish..
but duno y i m even more stressed n emo compared to the exam dayz..
mayb side effect of studying too hard..XD

so..
to release stress~
i had a hair cut....

which make me even more stressed!! = =ll
LOL~
i tell tat guy i wan have both side shaved n back trimmed..
he did that obediently..
PLUS~~
SOMETHING EXTRA...
he help to change my hair style..
now i m partially a MOHAWK..
LOL~

the hair stylist added some PUNK in my hairstyle..
LUCKILY...he din shave my hair too much...
i can still hide a bit of my hideous hair cut..

which means...
i have a 'chicken head' on my head, from front to back..

fellow readers..could u imagine..?
ah kok tot i done straightening...
cz the hairstylist waxed my hair from curly into straight..@@

BUT~i din really feel emo bout this...
= =ll

this time cut hair really + stress +stress +stress...~zzz

LOL~
i am damn emo now..
x because of my hair..
but i duno wat else make me emo..
xiao jor ba i tink me..LOL~
tats all for 2day..

BOUT EXAM~
DON'T EVER MENTION IT
IN FRONT OF ME
unless u really got something important about it..
HAIZzZzZ

Monday, March 8, 2010

MONTHLY TEST~

starting 2ml monthly test...
in short..
test schedule is..

wednesday-math
thursday-chemistry + PA
friday-biology + MUET

sounds easy?
cz juz 5 subjects..

but i really started to feel the stress..

math- probability n intergration not really have confidence
chemistry- at first tot easy..2day done titration tat part only noe i have a lot hvn studied
PA- always cant score well de..hope this time can better
MUET- this time just paper 3 (objective questions)..
biology- this subject boleh mampus....5 chapters inside the test..i juz can barely understand 1 chapter....

=____=ll

haiz...
gotta hope there will be 'miracle time' when my tutors give out the papers~

WISH ME
[GOOD  LUCK]
FOR THIS EXAM..

haha..

Saturday, March 6, 2010

humans obliged to have stress....??

humans obliged to have stress....??
monthly test coming~
JUST A TEST~
just a test...
what to worry..?

haiz...
worry.....if we cant get good results..
worry.....i cant do well in this test..
worry.....i am unable to cope with the studies...
worry.....that how if i start to fail subjects..
worry.....about many things~

but....
when i start to do my revision...
i like a newbie start to study everyting all over again..
short term memory..?
walao..
really like no memory of studied those chapters be4...
just a test...
what to worry..?

haiz..
just a test.......

really should consider myself as a lucky person....
because its JUST a test...
need not to REstudy so much...LOL~

Monday, March 1, 2010

48hours a day....

48 hours a day..~
sound nice right..?
but if it really does have 48 hours a day..
is it sufficient for us..?

NO!!!
48 hours is just the minimun requirement..
we need more time for entertainment, getting our jobs done, relax our minds~
even 48 hours is not enough...how bout 24 hours per day..?

hectic daily activities are killing me now..
i don't even have enough time to do my stuffs~
even sleep and shit also must rush~
live will be meaningless if i am meant to rush through everything i have done..
so..!!

STEP UP KE HONG~
GOTTA GET INTO THE CORRECT WAY TO LIVE~

talking nonsense again..XD

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Monday, February 8, 2010

EMO!!!

FB POSTS MAKE PPL EMO!!!!!!!

n this is wat i found out on fb these dayz..!!

喜欢一个人时要装大方真的好难


sei lor...emo self come back again..
everytime near some big dates tis kinda mood will come..ZZZZZ
hope no more emo in my life~

Thursday, February 4, 2010

STOP SLACKING PLZ >>>>>>>

gotta stop wasting time..
cz...
1st month of my last year at yu hua had officially passed~

n what have i done for the 1st month...?
as i remembered...
i did nothing..
NOT A THING~
haiz..

*copy from dljk*
I MUST TELL MYSELF I LOVE MATH, I LOVE PA, I LOVE CHEMISTRY, I LOVE ENGLISH N I LOVE BIOLOGY..~

really gotta convince myself start studying..
anot i really waste my time for f6..

add oil..jared n friends..

Monday, February 1, 2010

still -ly, -ly ,-ly wor...really dumb!!

The Lone Ranger and Tonto went camping in the desert. After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep.

Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, 'Kemo Sabe, look towards sky, what you see? '
The Lone Ranger replies, 'I see millions of stars.'

'What that tell you?' asked Tonto.

The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, ' Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically , it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time wise , it appears to be approximately a quarter past three in the morning. Theologically , the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically , it seems we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. What's it tell you, Tonto?'

'You dumber than buffalo shit. It means someone stole the tent.'


-found it from e-mail..few friends 4ward to me -

Sunday, January 31, 2010

S2=seremban 2? Stupid_place Too more accurate..= =ll

SEREMBAN???!! stupid place la..!!!!!!
make me super pissed off.!!!
my folks stil wan me to like tat place..go to hell!!!
sienz la..
a place like a plan spoiler..
once go there like sign contract gotta miss lotz of activity..

everytime oso like tat..
tell my folks i miss activities,
they say i m always bz going out with friends pula..
WTH!!!
tell them i DIDN'Tgo basketball, DIDN'T go yamcha, DIDN'T go movie, DIDN'T go shopping all becz they(parents) wan go seremban....
n u(parents) accused ME tat i have many activities..

!"£$%£"!"£$%^

y u DIN u MENTIONED TAT U choosed date WISELY..?
i wan go out u choose tat date?
a week be4, aweek later, nobody ask me out..?
but juz tis week?
n u choosed THIS PARTICULAR WEEKEND to go to tat d*mn studid place..?

!"£$%$£"!"£$%$£"!

NVM!!
summore wan giv some empty promises..

before going, u promised sunday bring me go BR eat ice-cream..
at last..?
another empty promise..

before going , u promised sunday before 8pm i can reach home..
at last..?
11.37pm reach home..



I tell u i m lonely there,
u say i put friends before family..
I tell u i cant on9 there,
u tell me to learn to live without computer..
I tell u i m boring there..
u tell me to get used to it..
I say i dun like to go to seremban,
u tell me to learn to like tat place..


N THIS IS WHAT U CAN SHOW ME ABOUT SEREMBAN>>?

a place tat is BORING, PLAN SPOILLER n MAKING MY PARENTS TO MAKE EMPTY PROMISES..?

REALLY DAMN HATE THIS STUPID ******* PLACE..!!!
HATE THIS PLACE FULLY!!


4 readers extra informations..
they went to seremban juz to make new year biscuits..
like our own house dun have the apparatus to make biscuits
in fact, v have it in our own house..WTH!!!

SUPER DUPER F*****G PISSED OFF WITH THIS STUPID PLACE>>!!!!

Friday, January 29, 2010

blank mind..~

THIS IS A BLANK POST~
























































stil bolding this post..?
told dy it is blank liao lor..

actually i gt many many stuf to write de..but when open blog dy, like no mood write it all out..
then suddenly, memory went blank..bout y i emo, y i blank mind, etc.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

26th january

2day..wakao...~
x bad la..
cz..
终于学回了不伪装的笑..
不伪装..也就开心的笑..

首先...
MDM LAY SORRY MAX~~
V CHAT TILL SO HIGH TAT HAD DISTURBED UR TEACHING...~
really vr vr sorry~~
哈哈..
真的超high!!
也不知怎么那么好谈..

嗯..
事情是在上化学节时,
a gong 和我突然谈起小学的趣事..
谈下谈下,国鸿也参一份..
然后,alvin跟靖聪也就转过头来谈..
连jhun也跟我们谈天..
在继续谈..kam hoe, xun hua, sok chun全都在谈'想当年'了..
一班20个人..9个男生在谈童年..LOL~

也不知怎么那么好谈.
就是说不停..
而且,我还打破东西( 2 crucible n 1 test-tube).. = =ll
还以为打破了东西会听课了..
谁知道alvin跟靖聪一参进来谈就真的没完没了了……

原来..
育华小学有那么多别的小学没有的事情..
原来..
育华小学的学生比外校学生少读书压力..
原来..
育华小学的学生那么热爱*玩树胶擦*打乒乓*罢桌子*玩跳绳*争做班长,学长*唱国歌州歌校歌*
原来..
育华小学的学生有那么多规矩都会很自然的遵守着..(乒乓王3粒,挑战者1粒..上厕所要排队去..etc.)

原来..原来..
育华小学的学生有那么多原来..

到了中学..什么都没了..
人长大了..没童年了..
不幼稚了..太成熟了..

没了童真的世界..真的好恐怖..!!


我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远又笨又傻
-SHE_不想长大-

Monday, January 25, 2010

认真的雪

erm..
few dayz ago my fren recommend this song to me..
tat fren tell me tis is a sad song..
but i dun tink so lor..lolz..
name sounds sad nia..haha..
however i prefer if the name is 认真的血..
sounds more MAN..
haha..




do comment wat do u tink bout tis song..
or mayb is i out-dated cz now only listen tis song..= =ll

Saturday, January 23, 2010

羅志祥 - 習慣就好



歌词
*你的手機又收不到  
 我像瘋子在街上繞
 努力跑 你的溫度 
 雨淋過幾條街都散不掉
 你面無表情的嘴角 
 像在嘲笑我的胡鬧
 回頭看 突然明瞭
 愛過了使用期效妳就想逃

 我想維持禮貌忘記驕傲
 繼續做你唯一的城堡

 習慣就好 習慣就好
 是我選擇看不到分手預兆
 沒有一絲睡意的困擾無法治療

 習慣就好 習慣就好
 我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
 請給我多一秒*

Repeat*

習慣就好 習慣就好
一個人在雨裡繼續的奔跑
卻發現再也聽不到自己的心跳

習慣就好 習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒
一秒

-http://www.darzz.com/forum/viewthread.php?tid=1336-


说真的..我还没到这种境界..
可是不知为什么..
听到这首歌我真得很伤感..
可是就是爱听..
人就是那么矛盾..

伤感却爱听..
明知是错,却还要做..
但是..习惯就好..人就是酱..还能怎样?!?



Thursday, January 21, 2010

罗志祥 - 危险的念头

罗志祥 - 危险的念头

作词:姚若龙 作曲:张义欣

我怎麽一夜之间像被打垮了
狼狈 沉默 放空 泪光 胡渣 心痛
我不能跟朋友说 你做的事让他们觉得
你是坏的

你怎麽变得让我不认识你了
欺骗 自私 辩驳 嘴角 眼神 冷漠
我强忍爱流血了 但承受不了冤枉的痛
你的心变了还说 是我的错

心存报复是危险的念头
伤害你伤害自己 只会让我可悲透了
找新的爱伪装幸福 却假的更寂寞
封锁关系不去比较才能愈合
念念不忘是危险的念头
世界在向前翻滚 没有谁能倒退着走
扭曲自尊挽留才懂
一厢情愿能够 伤亡多惨重

你怎麽变得让我不认识你了
欺骗 自私 辩驳 嘴角 眼神 冷漠
我强忍爱流血了 但承受不了冤枉的痛
你的心变了还说 是我的错

心存报复是危险的念头
伤害你伤害自己 只会让我可悲透了
找新的爱伪装幸福 却假的更寂寞
封锁关系不去比较才能愈合
念念不忘是危险的念头
世界在向前翻滚 没有谁能倒退着走
扭曲自尊挽留才懂
一厢情愿能够 伤亡多惨重

超有感觉的歌..
当人变心了,另个真的好..~


*(mv还没处,所以没有放..希望大家见谅)*

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

emo post again..~

19/01/10 time: 2046hours
靖凯不好意思哦..又是emo post..= =ll

今天..19/1..蛮多人生日的嘛..(facebook 看到的)
可是我真正记得的..是联晟的生日..
是个以前小学个蛮要好的朋友..
可是上了中学后,虽然都同校,可是距离却越来越远..
更可悲的是, 我已经忘记他名怎么写了..
联晟(好像是酱写)..生日快乐!!

今天..很莫名的过去了..
今天早上起来时超想翘课..
最后却很勉强得逼自己去学校..(还要挂着emo连那种..= =ll)
到了学校,为了不想继续emo,
装出了很开心的样子..还很无力头地找人聊天..
我突然才领悟到..

伪装..真的好难...!!

很巧..emo..我并没自己独自度过..
有个也蛮要好的朋友叫我看看他部落格的东西..
我该开心还是难过?
开心的是, 我并不孤独..
难过的是,我朋友也在受苦..
更难过的是, 我还没感受过,却会同感深受…~

但是,却还能 假装坚强 地鼓励...
朋友..你要振作!!
有我们在..我会撑你的..!!


到Bio节..
老师的怪脾气又来了..
一口气给了3题 structure..
而交的日期是隔天第1节之前…!!


当我们神么..
!@#$%^%$#@!~@#$@!#!#!#$!!

结果补习时,我到处问谁的功课可以借我..
问了一小时多..答案只有阿公..(在sg.long).
原本想补完习就去的..
可是又有点不好意思弄到跟我车回的dude饿肚子..
所以就在econsave对面犹豫了很久..
8点补完习,犹豫了半小时,8.30决定不要去sg.long..
还是白白浪费了半小时..haiz…haih…sienzZz…~~
原来..我还怕交不了功课。。
原来我还会怕...

之后,打电话回家,又发现我没晚餐吃..
又要自己搞定..
更美心情..
很激动的..在车上大骂粗口..(haih..有失控了…)
要到家时还差点撞到人..(rules来说是我的错~)

很想写在部落格..
可是家里又不知为什么上不了网..
所以只好开起microsoft word来写下我想说的事情..
等能上网了再post上去..

写完了后..真的超想找个朋友诉说..
才发现..原来我应为一些小事就没心情..
也发现..这些小小的事,我竟然没有对象能诉说..
可悲~

Saturday, January 16, 2010

2nd week..the starting of my nightmare year

haiz..
juz too disappointed....
liverpool conceded another late goal AGAIN~
!@#$%^%$#@#$%^$#@!#$%^$#@#$%^!!!!

actually..
not only liverpool with the bad luck..
i too with an equally bad luck..~
sigh~~~

MONDAY~
start my day off without my school uniform
!!!
6.30am iron chlothes only go skul..
had a hard time at skul oso..
4gt to bring food to skul~
bio teach new stuff tat i dun get it at all~
kinda stress way to start off my week..haih..

TUESDAY~
erm..
sounds like a nice day because don have math~
nah~tink again..
went swimming..
which make me emo..
cz got 3 new members too pro..lolz..
so envy..
then go tuition, homework comes..
double essay..= =ll
killing me man..!!

WEDNESDAY~
started my day with a splendid news..
LIVERPOOL CONCEDED A LATE PENALTY AND IS KNOCKED OUT BY READING IN THE FA CUP 3RD ROUND~
Haiz...
wat to say..?
kk..收拾心情go to skul..
wednesday >>>>>> another day with chem, bio n math..
in short..
brain cells hurt severely..
sumore at 4.56pm..
i FEELED like DROPPING MATH AGAIN~
1 single super-duper ultra hard problem solving questions could kill my mood..
haiz..
juz be4 tat tuition, went to c a friend tat introduce a job to me..
but..i m x really interested but duno how to reject either..~
haiz..this proved tat my social skills are weakening..LOLZzzZ...
this day is really the gloomist day of the week~
dun feel like mentioning detailly here..lolz..

THURSDAY~
this is probably the BEST day of the week..
mayb cz i juz experienced the worst day..lolz..
i juz can say this is the best day..
but i m unable to say anything to prove thursday is the best day in my week..= =ll

FRIDAY~
last day of my week..
duno y..
everything in my mind is juz 'relax urself'..
but juz cant settle down..
so decided to go ask 4 dota~
11.30pm..
the time they play..
i wanted to play.
but duno apa hal, my mum keep on walk pass the computer..
like wan me close earlier but din sound it at all..
wakao..kong bu dou~
so at last din play till..
sleep with an emo mood..~

juz as i said,
'DUN SLEEP WHEN U ARE EMO, IT WILL MAKE U EVEN MORE EMO..'
lolz..so i wake up at SATURDAY~ morning with a grim face..
guess wat time i woke up..?
btw, its a saturday..
i woke up at 5.35am..
then cant get into sleep again..
WTH!!!
"£$%^&*^%$£"!£$%!!

with an emo mood, i spend my whole day..
ALONE~
then at night..
LIVERPOOL CONCEDED ANOTHER LATE GOAL..
wao..
nice news man..

start an emo day, end with an emo mood..
GIVE ME BACK MY MOOD~~ "(/><)/

Friday, January 8, 2010

1st week of my last year at yuhua~~

2010..whole new year..
m back to my hectic study life..~
back to the 'battle of STPM'..

kinda looo00ooong time din come here post jo..
cz looo000ooong time din on9 jor..haha..
become guai zai dy...
start to noe the importance of studying..

kk..
back to my school life..
2010..
new month..
new year..
new decade..
new chapter of my life...
kinda many changes..
1st..
my form teacher..
pn.sang..is now a guru disiplin..= =ll
so she is not my form teacher dy..

bit bit hak dou..
cz she aldy quite stern..[haha..actually i mean fierce..haha..]

2nd..
the thing i envy the most..lolz..
ms.lay is now the form teacher of 6As1..
wth..
y this world so bu gong ping de..
haha..

3rd..
i personally disagree this totally..
all 6As3 [my class] de pengajian am is under 1 teacher only..
pn.dayang setiah..
means..
no more mr.Chiew de 'politic class' liao..
WTH...!"£$%^&*
less 1 laughing point at school jor..

4th..
my math teacher changed..
now it is pn.eng..
a teacher who formerly teached 5c/08 math and add math..

bout tis ma..
dun feel like comment it here..lolz..

5th..
i tink tis is the most 不好意思de stuff..
8 out of 9 pn.sang bio tuition tutees..
decided to drop her tuition..
n nobody dare tell her..

erm..
in the end..
duno who n how..
the tuition canceled..
so now i get my bio tuition at iklas..
which is at balakong..~

tats the simple summary of changes..~

holidayz are over..
hectic dayz have came..
stop here 1st..cz mum nag jor..= =ll

so much more feels hvn write in...haiz...


SIENZ LOR...~