UPM~~

UPM~ G12~ Serumpun L1-406/416~ Sanggar 12~ OLD FLAT~ 宝龙~ Fakulty Biotechnogy 1~ KAE~ DKAP~Debate room~

留下了脚印~

深深的脚印~

让我想想继续的脚印~

一开始~

7th september~
很残酷的知道自己拿不到pharmacy~

所以踏进了upm~K12~

拿了serumpun L1-406 的钥匙~

开始了upm之旅~

抱着一开始的抗拒，

留着一开始的眼泪~

我慢慢安慰我接受拿不到pharmacy的事实~

踏着超拥挤的巴士~

到library站下车~

委屈得走去fakulty biotechnology 1，

强忍眼泪~开始上这biotechnology~~

67个同学~包括我在内~只有6个非土著~

6个非土著，一个男生~

囧

真的~ 要说一句华语~ 真的很难很难很难~

感觉真的非常的抗拒~

回到宿舍也只想窝在房里~

真的无法相信我竟然落到这个地步~

幸好~ 我认识了G12~

认识了学长们~
让我重新说华语！！

感谢Desmond与YB~
把我召进了总务组~

让我能在pesta tanglung里献一份力~

从帮忙学长们搞pesta tanglung~

忙得开心~（虽然我算蛮少帮到忙）

Pesta Tanglung~让我开始真正接受upm~

开始跟我的coursemate说起话来~
说华语~真的超爽！！

开始和系友出去吃午餐~

认识了old flat~new flat~宝龙~

吃面~饱足感~满足感~

在这些地方留下了我的脚印~~

慢慢的~我找回了当初疯癫得开心的我~

之后~
耳边传起了upm篮球比赛的消息~
很开心的学长们预了我一份~

认识了篮球技术出众的国庆与desmond~
篮球队的YB~
同batch的ethan和hock guan~

还有经常为篮球队打气的学长们~

满开心的两个星期~
我们杀进了8强~

可是最终却25比23小输两分饮恨出局~~

虽然是输了~可是有的打我爱的篮球~又能认识那么多人~

输得也开心~ :D

接着~认识了智亮学长~叫我吉他~

每个星期天~都乖乖的拿着吉他到小小的debate room~
学GUITAR~!!

渐渐的~ 喜欢上去sanggar12~

走一条'不远却很长;很长却想走'的路~ 到Sanggar12~

在sanggar12~我爱上了upm~

upm不知不觉成了我第二个家~

在此，短短的两个月里~

我认识了很多很多人~

阴差阳错下认识了416的东马帅哥tiong sheng yong~(名字好多'g')

然后染上了去416学'韩语'~打扰善源的睡眠~

在416又认识了个性强悍的国祥和他的roommate~

还有幽默搞笑的 Long Jigggggggg~

当然少不了减肥小王子ethangggg~(帮你乱取外号了）

'我是没意见啦~ 不过如果可以吃了辣汤先~再去吃satay~就很好啦~我只是建议而已啦~看你们要不要接受这个意见咯~’

然后后面再补一句~ '如果吃过后我们再去ss2喂吃街也不错的'

哈哈哈哈~

接着我们就连连三个星期都‘辣汤先，satay后’~

就在开始想留在upm的时候~

残酷的事情来了~

我拿到了IMU的pharmacy offer~~

这意味着~我即将离开upm~

我说人啊~就是那么犯贱~

想得到的不到就很伤心~
当得到了要的东西时~又不开心~

人生~无奈~

临走前~

搞了一个我个人满开心快乐的活动~

12.12.11~ 十二华团 冬至聚會 "圆圆汤圆人团圆"

筹委会主席~ 善源

筹委会秘书~ Chung Pei Li

筹委会财政~ 静雯

膳食组组长~ Adrian , Lee Hua

活动组组长~ Ethan

美宣组组长~ Eng Kang, Wen Shin

总务组组长~ Ah Keat

都是junior叻~

G12 学长们放心的让我们大展拳手高活动~信任我们的能力~

我进了ethan旗下的活动组~

与小嬡、国祥、Hock Guan 、Sing Huong 、Sydia Look、 Melida Yu Qian 、丰全和ethan联手~

尽全力把活动搞到有声有色~~

12.12.11~ 我放手一搏了~

丢下沉闷的我~ 展现了真正疯癫好玩得我~

真的~好好好好玩~~~~ :D

汤圆后G12进行改选~

很意外的~我竟然会被提名主席人选~

虽然知道不会当主席~

可是有感动到~ 有被认同的感觉~

有股很想留下来的感觉~

接着~我即将离开upm的消息也随着散布出去~

小玲、Yu Qian、Zia Min的关心~

还有Loong Ji San随后问我“听说你要去IMU了~”

很感动~可是却蛮感伤的~

‘人生走到这里～想哭也没力气～’

13.12.11 凌晨一点Loong Ji San送到416的McChicken~

谢谢！！

UPM~G12~ Serumpun L1-406/416~ Sanggar 12~ OLD FLAT~ 宝龙~ Fakulty Biotechnogy 1~ Debate room~ 辣汤satay~

再见~

我说再见~

因为我要再次见面！！！

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~FUCK DISTANCE!! FUCK MY PHONE!!!!!

as easy as that~!!!
FUCK DISTANCE!!! o0o

damn!!
am i the one having problems..?
why cant i communicate with her as always..?

PLEASE~
be at my side...

i'm getting crazy without you~
i cant think well~
i cant cheer u up~
i am DAMN USELESS without you here~~

SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF NOW~~~

what a super duper stupid guy I am, keep on make her sad and couldn't cheer her up~!

haiz....

posting out pointless posts.. =.=ll

btw, why am I starting to use foul words so openly and frequently..?
FUCK!!!!!

老婆~对不起~又惹你生气让你担心了~

老婆~

对不起……

今天让你生气又担心了~

可是想跟老婆说的是我绝对不是有得玩就忘了老婆你了……

我没跟老婆再次确定我有去mid-valley是因为怕会影响老婆读书考试的心情~

我怕说了老婆会不开心书读不到~

老婆考完后我不敢问老婆考到怎样~

因为我怕我一直迟回老婆的话老婆更伤心……

刚才驾车~

我电话放较远~

所以响了也不知~ 还弄到老婆生气又担心~

对不起~~

现在想回去……我真的知道我错了~

我没在老婆考试前跟老婆说好我去哪~ 还要老婆亲口问我~

我错了~

我没在考试后跟你说清楚我去哪~ 也没在老婆考完试后打给老婆逗老婆开心回~

我错了~

我没在我要开车回之前跟老婆报平安，让老婆担心了~

我错了~

老婆~

真得非常非常对不起~~

missing you~

missing you 我好无奈~
突然好想你~ 你会在哪里~

老婆~
快回来~ :'(

休息是为了走更长远的路！！！

怎么了 你累了？

老婆~
你真的要好好照顾你自己哦~
吃的东西要吃好~

别老是肚子疼~

我知道~
老婆接下来的一个月里会要承受很大的压力哦~

有assignment,考试,争宿舍等~
所以更要照顾好自己~

老婆~
我会支持你~

老婆~
加油!加油！加油~！！ o(^.^)o

距离 451公里~

距离~你很邪恶……

昨晚就是你~害我跟她吵了~ 咳

真搞不懂怎么脾气变得那么暴躁了~

突然就说起她来~语气还要蛮不好的那种~

有点像是我对她发了脾气~

搞到她也流起了眼泪，我心也痛了~

怎么酱了啊? @.@

是距离吗？ 弄得我容易觉得她不在意我~

是忙碌吗？弄得我容易不开心胡思乱想~

老婆~对不起~

对你大声了~

我~~ 对不起你~

柯震東 請比我愛她

这首歌真的有带回给我最她似的挫折的感~

好久没那么伤感了~
这几天觉得有点喘不过气来~

太忙了~
挫折也增加了~

明天的IELTS考试可能~~

就决定我的人生~

顺其自然~~~

You wouldn't Answer My Calls

yea..i dint know wats the meaning of the lyrics..

but i really gt this kinda feel~

yup~the emo feel~

been through wesak with her..

should be happy but i aint happy..

somethings wrong with my brain here..zzzzz

getting fake~yikes~

yea..feel like i'm getting real fake dy..

i dun like this kinda feeling..wth!!

beh song then beh song lo~

stil act like nothing happen for wat?

zz..haiz..

honestly, u promised me

i'm never gonna find u fake it~

no no no~~

-Avril Lavigne: Complicated

plz~dun be a fake person~

at least...be honest to that special someone......

so near..yet so far~~~

2ml i will be attending a scholarship interview at University of Nottingham Malaysia Campus..

yea..sounds interesting as the fees there are VERY EXPANSIVE..><

and.......the course i be enrolled in with the scholarship is....

PHARMACY!!!!!!!!!!

my dream job......

i say to myself..i finally able to study the course i want...

and become a pharmacist...

HOWEVER....

in reality...i made a blunder......

haizzzzzzz.........

the course offered is 'BSc (Hons) Pharmaceutical & Health Sciences'......

why is it a blunder so..?

its because....

THIS COURSE IS NOT PHARMACY..

I CANT PRESCRIBE ANY DRUGS EVEN AFTER I FINISHED THE COURSE....

WTH!!!!!!

that means...i had been living in a dream for so many dayz...

day by day i worried bout my interview..

and this is wat i get...

ANOTHER BLUNDER..haiz...

so conclusion............

i still may not get pharmacy course....HAIZ~~~

so disappointed...T>T

重新出发~

24/4/2011~

重新出发~

BANG!!!!!!!!!

scared the hell outta me..

really..no joke..

now my hands still trembling....

really cant believe i am still living after the car crash..

hell yea..terrified me totally...

thank god..all my friends and I in the car is safe...

haiz...

only thing is..

my car and my courage...both of them scattered upon the crash..

really gt no idea how come i could be that dumb at that point..

should have go the wrong way..at least i wouldn't bang my car into the divider....

I had risked my buddies life..

really felt vr sorry for dragging them into this mess and are extremely grateful to them who had spend time to help me get through this moment..

ah lai: thx..thx for the support..sorry made u strave for so long time.

seong yee: really vr sorry, i think i hurt ur arm dy..vr vr vr vr vr vr vr vr sry.....

kia hui: thx for keeping my brain calm to think...

ah lai + seong yee+ kia hui : really thx for everything...i am totally panic that time and couldn't think rationally..really thanks a lot buddies...thx thx thx.....

I'M BACK!!!!!!!

"I'm coming home

I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming "

>>>coming home-diddy

yea..i came back..

I'm BACK!!!!!!

yesterday baru kena boom that my blog aldy karat..

well..i did think so too..LOL~

these dayz are boring n tiring dayz with work..

now punya me..super hardworking..1 week work 7 dayz..

like robot..LOL~

but 1 thing din change..

originally wanna come back here to post happy stuff de..

but these few dayz just gt sad cases..haiz..

hari ini de paling sad..

just wanna tell u guyz...

my 1st and primary choice is to get pharmacy at USM..

a dream which was set way long ago since i am studying form 5...

BUT!!!

then...

when i check did i being shortlisted for interview.............

Dukacita dimaklumkan bahawa nama anda TIADA dalam senarai pendek temuduga,

Universiti Sains Malaysia.

Maklumat lanjut hubungi : 1 300 888 876

Sekian, terima kasih.

BOOM!!!!!!!

dream gone......

apa pun sudah tak ada...

T.T

i'm back~!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-ImCpNqbJw