S2=seremban 2? Stupid_place Too more accurate..= =ll

SEREMBAN???!! stupid place la..!!!!!!
make me super pissed off.!!!
my folks stil wan me to like tat place..go to hell!!!
sienz la..
a place like a plan spoiler..
once go there like sign contract gotta miss lotz of activity..

everytime oso like tat..
tell my folks i miss activities,
they say i m always bz going out with friends pula..
WTH!!!
tell them i DIDN'Tgo basketball, DIDN'T go yamcha, DIDN'T go movie, DIDN'T go shopping all becz they(parents) wan go seremban....
n u(parents) accused ME tat i have many activities..
!"£$%£"!"£$%^

y u DIN u MENTIONED TAT U choosed date WISELY..?
i wan go out u choose tat date?
a week be4, aweek later, nobody ask me out..?
but juz tis week?
n u choosed THIS PARTICULAR WEEKEND to go to tat d*mn studid place..?
!"£$%$£"!"£$%$£"!

NVM!!
summore wan giv some empty promises..

before going, u promised sunday bring me go BR eat ice-cream..
at last..?
another empty promise..

before going , u promised sunday before 8pm i can reach home..
at last..?
11.37pm reach home..



I tell u i m lonely there,
u say i put friends before family..
I tell u i cant on9 there,
u tell me to learn to live without computer..
I tell u i m boring there..
u tell me to get used to it..
I say i dun like to go to seremban,
u tell me to learn to like tat place..


N THIS IS WHAT U CAN SHOW ME ABOUT SEREMBAN>>?
a place tat is BORING, PLAN SPOILLER n MAKING MY PARENTS TO MAKE EMPTY PROMISES..?

REALLY DAMN HATE THIS STUPID ******* PLACE..!!!
HATE THIS PLACE FULLY!!

4 readers extra informations..
they went to seremban juz to make new year biscuits..
like our own house dun have the apparatus to make biscuits
in fact, v have it in our own house..WTH!!!

SUPER DUPER F*****G PISSED OFF WITH THIS STUPID PLACE>>!!!!

blank mind..~

THIS IS A BLANK POST~

stil bolding this post..?
told dy it is blank liao lor..

actually i gt many many stuf to write de..but when open blog dy, like no mood write it all out..
then suddenly, memory went blank..bout y i emo, y i blank mind, etc.

26th january

2day..wakao...~
x bad la..
cz..
终于学回了不伪装的笑..
不伪装..也就开心的笑..

首先...

MDM LAY SORRY MAX~~
V CHAT TILL SO HIGH TAT HAD DISTURBED UR TEACHING...~
really vr vr sorry~~

哈哈..
真的超high!!
也不知怎么那么好谈..

嗯..
事情是在上化学节时,
a gong 和我突然谈起小学的趣事..
谈下谈下，国鸿也参一份..
然后，alvin跟靖聪也就转过头来谈..
连jhun也跟我们谈天..
在继续谈..kam hoe, xun hua, sok chun全都在谈'想当年'了..
一班20个人..9个男生在谈童年..LOL~

也不知怎么那么好谈.
就是说不停..
而且，我还打破东西( 2 crucible n 1 test-tube).. = =ll
还以为打破了东西会听课了..
谁知道alvin跟靖聪一参进来谈就真的没完没了了……

原来..
育华小学有那么多别的小学没有的事情..
原来..
育华小学的学生比外校学生少读书压力..
原来..
育华小学的学生那么热爱*玩树胶擦*打乒乓*罢桌子*玩跳绳*争做班长，学长*唱国歌州歌校歌*
原来..
育华小学的学生有那么多规矩都会很自然的遵守着..(乒乓王3粒,挑战者1粒..上厕所要排队去..etc.)

原来..原来..
育华小学的学生有那么多原来..

到了中学..什么都没了..
人长大了..没童年了..
不幼稚了..太成熟了..
没了童真的世界..真的好恐怖..!!

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远又笨又傻
-SHE_不想长大-

认真的雪

erm..
few dayz ago my fren recommend this song to me..
tat fren tell me tis is a sad song..
but i dun tink so lor..lolz..
name sounds sad nia..haha..
however i prefer if the name is 认真的血..
sounds more MAN..
haha..




do comment wat do u tink bout tis song..
or mayb is i out-dated cz now only listen tis song..= =ll

羅志祥 - 習慣就好

歌词
＊你的手機又收不到　　
　我像瘋子在街上繞
　努力跑　你的溫度　
　雨淋過幾條街都散不掉
　你面無表情的嘴角　
　像在嘲笑我的胡鬧
　回頭看　突然明瞭
　愛過了使用期效妳就想逃

　我想維持禮貌忘記驕傲
　繼續做你唯一的城堡

　習慣就好　習慣就好
　是我選擇看不到分手預兆
　沒有一絲睡意的困擾無法治療

　習慣就好　習慣就好
　我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
　請給我多一秒＊

Repeat＊

習慣就好　習慣就好
一個人在雨裡繼續的奔跑
卻發現再也聽不到自己的心跳

習慣就好　習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒
一秒

-http://www.darzz.com/forum/viewthread.php?tid=1336-

说真的..我还没到这种境界..
可是不知为什么..
听到这首歌我真得很伤感..
可是就是爱听..
人就是那么矛盾..

伤感却爱听..
明知是错，却还要做..

但是..习惯就好..人就是酱..还能怎样？！？

罗志祥 - 危险的念头

罗志祥 - 危险的念头

作词：姚若龙 作曲：张义欣

我怎麽一夜之间像被打垮了
狼狈 沉默 放空 泪光 胡渣 心痛
我不能跟朋友说 你做的事让他们觉得
你是坏的

你怎麽变得让我不认识你了
欺骗 自私 辩驳 嘴角 眼神 冷漠
我强忍爱流血了 但承受不了冤枉的痛
你的心变了还说 是我的错

心存报复是危险的念头
伤害你伤害自己 只会让我可悲透了
找新的爱伪装幸福 却假的更寂寞
封锁关系不去比较才能愈合
念念不忘是危险的念头
世界在向前翻滚 没有谁能倒退着走
扭曲自尊挽留才懂
一厢情愿能够 伤亡多惨重

你怎麽变得让我不认识你了
欺骗 自私 辩驳 嘴角 眼神 冷漠
我强忍爱流血了 但承受不了冤枉的痛
你的心变了还说 是我的错

心存报复是危险的念头
伤害你伤害自己 只会让我可悲透了
找新的爱伪装幸福 却假的更寂寞 
封锁关系不去比较才能愈合
念念不忘是危险的念头
世界在向前翻滚 没有谁能倒退着走
扭曲自尊挽留才懂
一厢情愿能够 伤亡多惨重

超有感觉的歌..
当人变心了，另个真的好伤..~


*（mv还没处，所以没有放..希望大家见谅）*

emo post again..~

19/01/10 time: 2046hours
靖凯不好意思哦..又是emo post..= =ll

今天..19/1..蛮多人生日的嘛..(facebook 看到的)
可是我真正记得的..是联晟的生日..
是个以前小学个蛮要好的朋友..
可是上了中学后,虽然都同校，可是距离却越来越远..
更可悲的是, 我已经忘记他名怎么写了..

联晟（好像是酱写）..生日快乐！！

今天..很莫名的过去了..
今天早上起来时超想翘课..
最后却很勉强得逼自己去学校..(还要挂着emo连那种..= =ll)
到了学校,为了不想继续emo，
装出了很开心的样子..还很无力头地找人聊天..
我突然才领悟到..

伪装..真的好难...!!

很巧..emo..我并没自己独自度过..
有个也蛮要好的朋友叫我看看他部落格的东西..
我该开心还是难过?
开心的是, 我并不孤独..
难过的是,我朋友也在受苦..
更难过的是, 我还没感受过,却会同感深受…~

但是，却还能 假装坚强 地鼓励...
朋友..你要振作！！
有我们在..我会撑你的..!!

到Bio节..
老师的怪脾气又来了..
一口气给了3题 structure..
而交的日期是隔天第1节之前…!!

靠！！！
当我们神么..
!@#$%^%$#@!~@#$@!#!#!#$!!

结果补习时，我到处问谁的功课可以借我..
问了一小时多..答案只有阿公..(在sg.long).
原本想补完习就去的..
可是又有点不好意思弄到跟我车回的dude饿肚子..
所以就在econsave对面犹豫了很久..
8点补完习，犹豫了半小时，8.30决定不要去sg.long..
还是白白浪费了半小时..haiz…haih…sienzZz…~~
原来..我还怕交不了功课。。
原来我还会怕...
之后，打电话回家,又发现我没晚餐吃..
又要自己搞定..
更美心情..
很激动的..在车上大骂粗口..(haih..有失控了…)
要到家时还差点撞到人..(rules来说是我的错~)

很想写在部落格..
可是家里又不知为什么上不了网..
所以只好开起microsoft word来写下我想说的事情..
等能上网了再post上去..

写完了后..真的超想找个朋友诉说..
才发现..原来我应为一些小事就没心情..
也发现..这些小小的事,我竟然没有对象能诉说..
可悲~

2nd week..the starting of my nightmare year

haiz..
juz too disappointed....
liverpool conceded another late goal AGAIN~
!@#$%^%$#@#$%^$#@!#$%^$#@#$%^!!!!

actually..
not only liverpool with the bad luck..
i too with an equally bad luck..~
sigh~~~

MONDAY~
start my day off without my school uniform
！！！
6.30am iron chlothes only go skul..
had a hard time at skul oso..
4gt to bring food to skul~
bio teach new stuff tat i dun get it at all~
kinda stress way to start off my week..haih..

TUESDAY~
erm..
sounds like a nice day because don have math~
nah~tink again..
went swimming..
which make me emo..
cz got 3 new members too pro..lolz..
so envy..
then go tuition, homework comes..
double essay..= =ll
killing me man..!!

WEDNESDAY~
started my day with a splendid news..
LIVERPOOL CONCEDED A LATE PENALTY AND IS KNOCKED OUT BY READING IN THE FA CUP 3RD ROUND~
Haiz...
wat to say..?
kk..收拾心情go to skul..
wednesday >>>>>> another day with chem, bio n math..
in short..
brain cells hurt severely..
sumore at 4.56pm..
i FEELED like DROPPING MATH AGAIN~
1 single super-duper ultra hard problem solving questions could kill my mood..
haiz..
juz be4 tat tuition, went to c a friend tat introduce a job to me..
but..i m x really interested but duno how to reject either..~
haiz..this proved tat my social skills are weakening..LOLZzzZ...
this day is really the gloomist day of the week~
dun feel like mentioning detailly here..lolz..

THURSDAY~
this is probably the BEST day of the week..
mayb cz i juz experienced the worst day..lolz..
i juz can say this is the best day..
but i m unable to say anything to prove thursday is the best day in my week..= =ll

FRIDAY~
last day of my week..
duno y..
everything in my mind is juz 'relax urself'..
but juz cant settle down..
so decided to go ask 4 dota~
11.30pm..
the time they play..
i wanted to play.
but duno apa hal, my mum keep on walk pass the computer..
like wan me close earlier but din sound it at all..
wakao..kong bu dou~
so at last din play till..
sleep with an emo mood..~

juz as i said,

'DUN SLEEP WHEN U ARE EMO, IT WILL MAKE U EVEN MORE EMO..'

lolz..so i wake up at SATURDAY~ morning with a grim face..
guess wat time i woke up..?
btw, its a saturday..
i woke up at 5.35am..
then cant get into sleep again..
WTH!!!
"£$%^&*^%$£"!£$%!!

with an emo mood, i spend my whole day..
ALONE~
then at night..
LIVERPOOL CONCEDED ANOTHER LATE GOAL..
wao..
nice news man..

start an emo day, end with an emo mood..
ＧＩＶＥ　ＭＥ　ＢＡＣＫ　ＭＹ　ＭＯＯＤ～～　"(/><)/

1st week of my last year at yuhua~~

2010..whole new year..
m back to my hectic study life..~
back to the 'battle of STPM'..

kinda looo00ooong time din come here post jo..
cz looo000ooong time din on9 jor..haha..
become guai zai dy...
start to noe the importance of studying..

kk..
back to my school life..

2010..
new month..
new year..
new decade..
new chapter of my life...

kinda many changes..

1st..
my form teacher..
pn.sang..is now a guru disiplin..= =ll
so she is not my form teacher dy..

bit bit hak dou..
cz she aldy quite stern..[haha..actually i mean fierce..haha..]

2nd..
the thing i envy the most..lolz..
ms.lay is now the form teacher of 6As1..

wth..
y this world so bu gong ping de..
haha..

3rd..
i personally disagree this totally..
all 6As3 [my class] de pengajian am is under 1 teacher only..
pn.dayang setiah..
means..
no more mr.Chiew de 'politic class' liao..

WTH...!"£$%^&*
less 1 laughing point at school jor..

4th..
my math teacher changed..
now it is pn.eng..
a teacher who formerly teached 5c/08 math and add math..

bout tis ma..
dun feel like comment it here..lolz..

5th..
i tink tis is the most 不好意思de stuff..
8 out of 9 pn.sang bio tuition tutees..
decided to drop her tuition..
n nobody dare tell her..

erm..
in the end..
duno who n how..
the tuition canceled..
so now i get my bio tuition at iklas..
which is at balakong..~

tats the simple summary of changes..~

holidayz are over..
hectic dayz have came..
stop here 1st..cz mum nag jor..= =ll

so much more feels hvn write in...haiz...

SIENZ LOR...~